I don’t understand what I did wrong. I don’t understand why you’re like that. I don’t understand any of it. I’m waiting, for a reply, for something, anything. I’m still waiting.
I was worried about you. I rejoiced when you sms’ed finally. But you were nowhere there. I asked why. But you said you’re okay. THEN WHAT? I don’t get it. So I wait. You say you care about me, and I believed you. I still believe you. But I’m confused. Why? Why are your sms’s so cold. Was it me? If it was WHAT WAS IT? ARGH! I’m going crazy, my minds whirling. I keep fucking thinking about you. I keep saying it’s my fault. I’m tired. I really am.
I still love you. I still care for you. But this one time, you’re going out of line. I don’t want you to leave me. I don’t want to feel this way. But I can’t help feeling alone right now. *sigh* you know just a few words would cheer me up. Just seeing you smiling, no fakes, will make me happy. I don’;t even know what I’m typing right now. I don’t know what I want. I just want you to hold me. To talk to me. And tell me. What the FUCK is wrong.
mikalionheart
